There are times when you are totally frustrated with whatever is going on around you. Sometimes there is no particular reason for it.
As such everything is going ok. But then suddenly everything seems to go wrong.
You get up late and reach late for work
Trains are more crowded than ever
You fight with your parents/Colleagues/ Friends/ Boy friend
You blame everything on PMS
And then the vicious cycle starts.
There are times when you fee like crying but you bite your lip and swallow your tears and all the other emotions that have swollen up become a lump in your throat.
There are times when the person you love the most tells you that you are not the most important person in their life.
There are times when your friends don't have time for you but for someone else.
you come to know about your friends lives through some random person
There are times when you laugh where you want to cry.
You talk to people even when you don't want to.
You smile and laugh when you would rather introspect and think
Jealousy is killing you but you keep going on.
The days seem to drag on and you seem to have lost purpose in life.
And then there are the days
When you feel like you own the world
You make someone smile
Your patients actually like you and look forward to meeting you.
You meet Toto Chan and your eyes fill up with tears of joy.
You wake up to find the Himalayas floating in front of you and you sigh with relief.
You thank God. You see God. You feel It.
You go on a picnic with people who care for you.
You find time to laugh over petty things.
You sleep peacefully after a hard day's work.
Your mom makes delicious food for you.
There are times when you feel like you will become something in life.
You seem to have a purpose.
Your aims are sky high.
You are motivated enough to move mountains.
There are times and then there are times.
Between these two, I live!
2 comments:
I say... Stop being, start living....
I say, if you feel like crying, go to your room, lock yourself and cry your heart out. If someone tells you, you are not the most important person even though they are in yours, feel bad, feel it inside you, give yourself a moment or two to feel bad..and then move on, hoping that someday they are as lucky as you to realizw the important things in life! (wink) (wink)
Feel every emotion, cos it may never touch your life again, but don't let any emotion (happiness also) reign over you so much that you forget-this will not last forever....
This post has spoken my heart out...Thanks for you! :)
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