Oh! its what you do to me..

I am a love struck puppy! Well I am not actually in love or anything near. Its just when I listen to this song called 'Hey there Delilah' by Plain white Ts, I remember-well, someone.

Oh its what you do to me! I was so young then. But I felt it. The love I mean. Maybe I could love him so much only because I was so young. What I felt then was so pure. Why did I grow up? I cannot love selflessly anymore. I am practical and selfish. But back then I was just a kid, still grappling with teenage. But it was so so pure. I was so pure. The feelings, when they hit me, the flood of tears when I realized I miss 'him'. And yet, I did not want to possess him. Did not want to touch him. But just be with him. Keep watching him. Look into his eyes, and feel love and only love, spotless.

I am thousand of miles away from him now. I am not sure if I can love anyone so much again anymore. If I can love at all.

2 more years..

paaus

Saw this poem somewhere on Orkut..Loved it..so its on my blog..I dunno who's its is.. :)

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पावसावरचीही तीच गाणी....
गाण्यातला सुर जरा तेवढा....
एकटा एकटा वाटला....

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पाण्यातुन वाहणारी कागदाची होडी....
वाफाळलेला कपातील चहाची गोडी...
कप जुना तसाच... मात्र....
चहातलाच गोडवा आटला......

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रस्त्यावरचा नकोसा चिखल सारा.....
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घरं अगदी तशीच उभी....
वाराच कसा दिशा भरकटला.....

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पावसामुळेच काय ते.. प्रेम-बिम जमलं होत......
एका हाताने.... दुस-या हाताला हळुच हातात घेतलं होत......
प्रेम कधीचच संपल....
कारण हातच कायमचा सुटला.....

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अश्रुंना तुझ्या या आवर रे आता....
दु:खातुन तु जरा सावर रे आता....
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एक थेंब फक्त्त डोळ्यात साचला.....

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